I need you You.

Dear God,
It's me..Chrissy..
I don't know what to say to you.. I feel so alone and untouched.. In the woods forgotten..
My heart is broken.. My emotions, numb. I feel dead..Like life is just pretend.

Lord.. I need you now. Heal me..Fix me.

This is me Lord..
I am on my knees..
I surrender.
I surrender...do you hear me??

I give my life to you.. I am yours.

Why do i feel so alone? Why does my heart keep breaking..why do i keep giving into false hope i make up in my own mind, Lord?
Why can't i just..let go? I have so many questions..

These thoughts run through my mind constantly, especially before i sleep..and i never get answers, it seems..

I am in so much pain, that i can't even feel it..There are no more tears to cry.
I feel like all these sturdy walls of love, life, hope..they are all falling apart all around me..

Put me back together, Lord..help me let go..
Point my heart in the right direction.. Help me retrieve my heart and give it ALL to you.

I need a savior.. I need you.

Repair me. Open my eyes..Show me the way..
You're the only one who can.
Help me not only hear Lord..But listen.
Not only look, Lord..But see..

Lord, i am on my knees tonight..
Full of pain and false hope..
Knowing i will keep giving in..and wishing i would just stop..
Wishing i can just..let go..

Lord, i surrender tonight..
Help me stick to this..
Give me strength and knowledge..Give me your words to speak..
I need hope..I need faith..I need love..

I need you.