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You.Won't.Get.Out.Of.My.Mind.

I keep thinking of everything about you.

-You love your family more than anything, besides God.
-You're favorite color is green.
-You are the 3rd oldest of 10 kids.
-You love to bowl.
-Your fettuccine Alfredo is to die for.
-Olive Garden likes to seat you in the back of the restaurant. haha.
-Your favorite movies are Step Brothers and The Hangover.
-You don't like heights.
-You love laughing and having fun.
-You like doing things outdoors more than indoors.
-You WILL be a nurse.
-You have read The Shack multiple times.
-You like to sing.
-You like most all music.
-You want 2 kids.
-Your birthday is June 16th and you are 22.
-You don't like having the same car for a long time.
-You tell your mom everything.
-You look up to your grandparents.
-You want to live in Oregon for the rest of your life.
-You love the store Pac Sun.
-You work at Safeway gas station.
-Your favorite number is 5.
-You have read all the Twilight books.
-You live with your grandparents.
-You are usually not attracted to blondes.
-You are very hairy :)
-You love your Droid.
-Your little sister's name is Amber and you love talking to her when you need space.
-You love Baseball and Basketball.
-You love Jesus <3
-Your middle name is Michael.
-You want to be a kid forever, but at the same time you don't.
-Your mommy lives in Montana.
-You love Elijah William


I know so much more..but this is all I will type.

I love you Caleb Michael Forcum and I want you to be my forever.
I want to learn more about you, and from you.
You are my best friend and I couldn't ask for anyone better :)

I want to be with you and have fun with you.
I want to laugh and scream with you.
I want to make memories with you alone and you and your friends together.
I want you to have fun with your friends and family with or without me there.
I want us to start over..make it like it should have been.
I want a chance for our love to grow. Get stronger.
I want to light this fire again and never let it fade.
I want to do fun things with you!
I want you to have fun with your friends and do crazy things with them, with or without me!
I want to be the best girl friend you have EVER had..and ever will have.
I want to get up in the middle of the night to get you a drink.
I want to scratch your back until you fall asleep, or rub your back or feet after work.
I want to party with you until we both pass out hand in hand :) haha
I want to experience everything with you babe. No one else.
I want to go on trips and adventures.
I want to show the world what's up :)
I want you to talk to girls that are your friends.
I want you to hang out with your buds and drink.
I dont care anymore!
I am here to make you happy, and I was selfish before. I made your life hell.
I want you now more than ever. I lost you and I am trying to get you back because I know I changed and I want to prove it to you while we are walking hand in hand.
I want to make you happy. To have dinner or lunch ready by the time you are off work.
You don't have to stay here with me every night.
I want to ride my bike to Safeway at midnight to get you medicine because you feel sick.
I want to have the house spotless when you get back from work with sports on the T.V. and food on the counter.
I want to be here to make YOU happy.
I want you to heal through the things I do to make you happy while we're together, while you see how I have changed dramatically..

Not having the love of my life for a week feels like an eternity..and I don't want to not have you for any longer. I know I can prove it to you.
Have hope and faith in me..Give me a chance to make your life amazing..not that it isn't right now. Haha.
I am here for YOU.
The bible says that the woman should serve the man and listen to his decisions in the relationship..And that is what I want to do for you. Because you deserve it. So, let ne do it. Let me hang out with you and your friends and you say to me " hey babe get me a beer, will ya?" and I run and grab you and beer and you drive us home after. Its one beer..I dont care. I want to serve you Caleb. Let me make your life easy and happy. That is all I long for.

Please don't drag this on longer..You know you want this as bad as I do, you are hiding it and you are denying it. Take a jump for our love before the fire can't be lite anymore baby. Take that jump with me :)

Will you have me?
Don't think so into it about your trip in February, God has a way of working things out. He really does. Look how he brought us together..The wallet, my graduation photo, it isn't a huge coincidence. Let's use this time we have now to show the world how different we are..How in love we are. Lets use this second chance as if it were the first time we met..Lets restart. It is worth it. Take that wall down..jump over it. Dive into the deep end, because baby, I am here to catch you.
xoxoxo
Forgive me..And lets try this again. For our love deserves a chance..And you deserve to be happy and come here to a loving girl friend who just wants what you want..happiness and fun. I am all in for this one babe.. Trust me. :)
I want YOU.

Will you have me back to make you happy and do anything you need?

Have me back..