What it all comes down to..

When you are rejected, when you are hurt..When someone gives you so much hope and takes it all away. Your weakest moments are documented for all to see..Your heart is broken and no one seems to want to fix it. When you want something so so bad..And excuses are what holds you from it..Life, is what holds you from it..

Just forget about it..Pretend like nothing ever happened.

Push it all to the side, and move on..Make a new beginning, start all over again.

This is so hard to do, forgetting when you don't want to.

I am on the edge, and I am barely breathing..Save me. Heal me..This hurting, this rejection won't stop following me. It never goes away..

Happy for a few days that things are going great, then all hell breaks loose.

It's insane, and I know I deserve better. I know there IS better.

I just have not found it yet..

Open up my eyes to the things unseen..

I am here..Come and rescue me. Show me where to turn to, bring loving hearts and faithful eyes into my life. You are all I want. You are all I need.

I surrender to Your love.

I keep looking for love, for happiness..And I keep getting hurt, thrown to the side.

I tend to forget, look past the fact that You are all I need..

All the love You give me is what I need, You make me happy..

I don't need this pain and rejection any longer..

All I need is You. Help me to remember this.